As my brain melts and becomes one with reality, the affair of this journey of life becomes familiar with you and me.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
The Key
My flesh as it falls
To the earth
Enters Darkness
A Shadow
A Void
A Fear
My peace Turns
With an End
That approaches
Blistery
Nervously
And Panic
A state of being
of Love & Hate
I stand Alone
Sadistic
Coy
Childish
A Twinkle in her
Eye, Stops my Heart
And my Brain goes Cold
Secrets
Masochist
And Rumor
I wait for that
Longing, As I sit
By the door
Manic
Hope
Touch
The Key was Lost
At the Sea with no
Waves and no Wind
Calming
Horrified
Soulless
Walking in Hand
With her Grace
We are Struck down
Orgasmic
Hurtful
Psychotic
I am Alone
My bearer is Lost
The Key will not be Found.
Friday, July 04, 2008
RevGals Friday FIve: Fireworks
BBQs require at least a grill. Picnics can be as simple as a two glasses of wine with crackers and cheese.
2. The park/ the lake/ the beach or staying at home simply being?
All the above.
3. Fireworks- love 'em or hate 'em?
Fire! Fire!
4. Parades- have you ever taken part- share a memory...
Many, while on recruiter assistance, I took part in the Flag Day Parade in Appleton, Wisconsin. I was part of the color guard and carried the Marine Corps Colors. We were first in line and the parade was six miles long.
5. Time for a musical interlude- if you could sum up holidays in a piece of music what would it be?
or maybe this
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
Moving In, Part II
Lots and lots of unpacking. I brought in my last load of boxes tonight and hopefully everything will be at least in the right room by Monday. The room I designated as the office is a freaking disaster at the moment. Washing lots of clothes and sheets the last few days and I seemed to have forgotten dish soap when I went shopping today.
Tomorrow, I don't expect to get too much accomplished, fore I have many appointments during the day. I do plan on buying a grill and a TV this weekend.
Next week, I have a partial bathroom makeover and partial electrical upgrade planned. Both of which is not cheap. So that is the reason it is going to be "partial".
After the work is done I will either video it or take photos to update you all.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Moving In
Friday, June 27, 2008
Secrets That I Don't Want to Keep Anymore
I threw away the girl of my dreams for a barbie doll woman, it didn't last more than a week.
I wish to dance the night away every day.
I have put up walls around me that I don't know how to take them down anymore.
I like to have my ass squeezed, gentle or hard.
I have never forgiven my relatives that have teased me for being smarter than their kids while growing up.
I enjoy looking at art for hours, I think it is erotic.
I have always had my steaks rare to medium rare, after I went to Africa, I really started enjoying the taste of the blood.
In my mind everyone hates me, I will never be good enough.
I think I would have died a lonely death had I not joined the Corps, I believe that prophecy may still come true.
I want a boring life, but I don't think I am capable of leading one.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Candyland
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Questions, Comments and Concerns, Part II
While looking about and learning about others in wants and needs, I find myself in my own catch-22. My rants and raves while at times are very pointed, most of the time are quite general. Most people can relate because of similar personal struggles. It is flattering when someone thinks I write specifically about them; when I don't use their name or describe any detail of a possible person in question.
I really don't write to burn bridges and I don't write to build them. I put these thoughts forward looking to help me understand me better. All this is well and good, and may seem like I am talking about you, but in reality I am not talking to anyone. At least, not anyone in particular.
Foreplay
Foreplay is not:
A board game
Has nothing to do with golf
A secret kept by Buddhist monks
Only for men to perform
Foreplay is:
Explained quite well in The Meaning of Life (For men)
Essential for normal living
For both men and women
Why is it that I keep encountering women that have no idea what to do with a penis other than stick(accept) it in a hole?
I think that is a valid question.
Speaking of me, visual stimulation really doesn't do a whole lot for me and I really need touch. (I know I am giving away all my secrets here, shh.)
All those things that women like, such as:
the running of fingers through your hair
biting of the neck(insert your favorite body part here)
soft/hard kissing
(I really could go on, but I am sure everyone knows what I am talking about.)
I like these things as well. And sometimes, without a little foreplay, I am not ready to go. I am not twenty anymore. I was never a premature ejaculater, so much on the opposite that spectrum, more like the four hour problem that they keep warning us about. Still, I need a little bit more than the parting of the tides. It doesn't have to be TLC, but it does have to be a little stronger than blowing the seeds off a dandelion.
Monday, June 23, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
My Life According to Google
Type in the following and choose the first choice:
(I used my real first name in the search bar)
1: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
Wyldth1ng Needs Rehab
2: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng looks like a pretty white boy.
3: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng does Frisbee.
4: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng HATES TYPOS.
5: Type in "[your name] goes" or "has gone" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng goes to hell
6: Type in "[your name] loves" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng loves to spin.
7: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng eats dripping vagina.
8: Type in "[your name] has" in Google search:
Wyldth1ng has guts.
10: Type in "[your name] won't" in Google Search
Wyldth1ng won't be brought down and he and his friends sing about surviving.
11: Type in "[your name] can't" in Google Search
Wyldth1ng can’t be scared tonight.
12: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google Search
Wyldth1ng wants to try out a new truth serum on a volunteer.
13: Type in "[your name] makes" in Google Search
Wyldth1ng makes Gabriella HOT!
14: Type in "[your name] killed" in Google Search
Wyldth1ng killed on the Job.
Friday, June 20, 2008
RevGals Friday FIve: Word Association
1. rooftop
Water Balloons
2. gritty
Arizona
3. hot town (yeah, I know, it's two words)
SummerFest
4. night
Full Moon
5. dance
Sex
Thursday, June 19, 2008
For Fun, Part III
Your result for The Monty Python Character Test...
The Knight of Ni
You scored 70 Stubborn, 68 Crazy, 82 Agressive, and 88 Evil!
Apperance: The Holy Grail.
Evil, agressive, stubborn and utterly mad crazy fellow. :D
High Light:
Knights of Ni: Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni!
Arthur: Who are you?
Knight of Ni: We are the Knights who say..... "Ni"!
Arthur: (horrified) No! Not the Knights who say "Ni"!
Knight of Ni: The same.
Other Knight of Ni: Who are we?
Knight of Ni: We are the keepers of the sacred words: Ni, Ping, and Nee-womm!
Other Knight of Ni: Nee-womm!
Arthur: (to Bedevere) Those who hear them seldom live to tell the tale!
Knight of Ni: The knights who say "Ni" demand..... a sacrifice!
Arthur: Knights of Ni, we are but simple travelers who seek the enchanter who lives beyond these woods.
Knights of Ni: Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni!
Bedevere: No! Noooo! Aaaugh! No!
Knight of Ni: We shall say "Ni" to you... if you do not appease us.
Arthur: Well what is it you want?
Knight of Ni: We want.....
(pregnant pause)
A SHRUBBERY!!!!
(dramatic minor chord)
Arthur: A *WHAT*?
Knights of Ni: Ni! Ni!! Ni! Ni!
Arthur; No! No! Please, please, no more! We will find you a shrubbery.
Knight of Ni: You must return here with a shrubbery... or else you will never pass through this wood... alive.
Arthur: O Knights of Ni, you are just and fair, and we will return with a shrubbery.
Knight of Ni: One that looks nice.
Arthur: Of course!
Knight of Ni: And not *too* expensive.
Arthur; Yes!
Knight of Ni: Noowwwww.... GO!
(music)
Arthur: O Knights of Ni. We have brought you your shrubbery. May we go now?
Knight of Ni: Yes, it is a good shrubbery. I like the laurels particularly. But there is one small problem....
Arthur: What is that?
Knight of Ni: We are now *no longer* the Knights Who Say "Ni"!
Other Knights of Ni: Ni! Shh! Shh!
Knight of Ni: We are now the Knights who say "Ekky-ekky-ekky-ekky-z'Bang, zoom-Boing, z'nourrrwringmm".
Other Knight of Ni: Ni!
Knight of Ni: Therefore, we must give you a test.
Arthur: What is this test, o Knights of..... Knights who 'til recently said "Ni"?
Knight of Ni: Firstly, you must find.... ANOTHER SHRUBBERY!!!
(another minor chord)
Arthur: Oh not *another* shrubbery!!
Knight of Ni: (excitedly) THEN... Then, when you have found the shrubbery, you must place it here, beside this shrubbery, only slightly higher, so we get the two-level effect with a little path running down the middle.
Other Knights of Ni: A path! A path! A path! Shh, shhh. Ni! Ni!
Knight of Ni: Then, when you have found the shrubbery, you must cut down the mightiest tree in the forest... Wiiiiiithh.... A HERRING!
Questions, Comments and Concerns
Please remember, I like me. I think me is fucking awesome.
Sometimes I just have some trouble hitting the fucking curve balls. Sometimes when I hit the fucking curve balls, the fucking thing goes out hits the fucking foul line pole and bounces out. Then that fucking umpire says something like you're fucking out! Usually, I just don't give a fuck and life goes on. There have been some rarefied occasions when giving a fuck has fucked me worse. The last week has been an example of the special fucking that I received. While I haven't gone into detail of the supreme fucking that I encountered this week; it wasn't necessarily to keep you all in the dark; it is just something I don't feel should be shared in a fucking public forum.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
The Walls are Closing In
I am sure that Mephistopheles is taking the tally very serious.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Fun with Navy Medicine, Part XIV
The thumb problem will never get better. You could read this in two ways:
Gift from the Marine Corps or Screwed for life.
Monday, June 16, 2008
The Ugly Duckling
It would be nice to hear it, once.
Friday, June 13, 2008
RevGals Friday Five: Beach Trip
I prefer the lakes, but must as big as Winnebago or it is just a pond.
2. Year round beach living: Heaven...or the Other Place?
Maybe after I turn 60, but lately I have seen a enough beach to last awhile.
3. Any beach plans for this summer?
Of course, I live in North Carolina.
4. Best beach memory ever?
Elkhart Lake the 80's
5. Fantasy beach trip?
Female to Male ratio 10 to 1, sand consistency of 600 to 800 grit, sun at 9 am, a light 3 to 5 mph breeze from the south, and the rest will take care of itself.
Bonus: Share a piece of music/poetry/film/book that expresses something about what the beach means to you.
Warning: Not for young minds.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Something Funny About America
Here is some excerpts:
First the warning:
"Americans are very warm and welcoming, especially to military personnel, but – make no mistake – America is a foreign country, and as far as the locals are concerned, you are foreign aliens."
Next comes the advice:
"Take the time off you need to settle in. Until you know your family is OK you won't be able to get on with your job effectively. And make sure you take your leave and get to see the country. Americans don't tend to take much holiday, and they work six days a week. But it's in your terms and conditions of service, so don't miss out."
You have to find the humor in it. To read the whole article, you can read it here.
Hat Tip to Rogue Gunner.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Future Looks Bright
The home purchase is moving along nicely and there should be no reason I can't close on the 27th of this month. I think I am more excited to find out what I have in my storage than the actual purchase. All my things have been in storage since June of 2005.